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This past few days has been so incredibly challenging for me. I feel full, lost and confused. Maybe it's the hormones for making me feel like my life is falling apart. I just don't know what to say, what to do and what to write. I just don't want to do anything at all right now. I feel like I have no direction in my life, but even if I did it wouldn't guarantee my happiness. Joy comes from within and from maintaining a healthy relationship. I know god has plans for me and they're better than anything I could imagine myself.  It took me a long time this week to get out of my head and remind myself of it.